My dear, dear readers,
I have something to tell you what I really want to get out of my chest.
This past week has been one of the most awful week I've ever experienced so far.
I'll spare you all the details but since this is the only real and safe place where I always
express myself I wanted to give a little explanation:
My life is turned up side down in a split of a second and I actually haven't really got the
desire to do anything right now... Of course I will not give up on my blog and myself but
I wanted you to know that I've never felt so bad, hurt and heartbroken in my entire life before.
When I read your comments I get a little smile on my face and that keeps me going from what
I'm doing right now. The feeling I'm getting from you guys is indescribable. ♥
I need people next to me, who supporting me and luckily I have the sweetest friends,
family and readers from around the world.
family and readers from around the world.
To write all this makes me already a bit relieved. And I try to talk and be around people as
much as I can. I have to learn to live with this and that takes a lot of time and effort.
So if I'm not a full-time blogger at the moment, now you know why. Of course live goes on
and I can't lie in my bed all day and cry, no one get's better from that (although I think
these kind of days are coming).
much as I can. I have to learn to live with this and that takes a lot of time and effort.
So if I'm not a full-time blogger at the moment, now you know why. Of course live goes on
and I can't lie in my bed all day and cry, no one get's better from that (although I think
these kind of days are coming).
Readers, I love you with all my heart for everything you've done for me, following me, helping
me and supporting me. I want to thank the people who helped me a lot in this situation,
when they read this they know I mean them. It seriously means the world to me.
me and supporting me. I want to thank the people who helped me a lot in this situation,
when they read this they know I mean them. It seriously means the world to me.
♥ I love you all, and love is all you need.